to be continued...

text-mate-became-boyfriend

it was fourth year when i had a text-mate who became my boyfriend. he, friend of my freshmen-high-school-classmate, text-ed me using Ronaan's(former classmate) phone and saved my number on his mobile. we pass a lot of conversations then until it came to a point wherein he courted me. well, i was looking for a boyfriend then when he came in so i let him court me(through text, of course). we became in-relationship on 20th of November. no one knew it except for my bestfriend i guess. i don't remember telling it to anyone except her. well,  i wasn't very happy for the result of it. my senior grades got low. i haven't focused on it so well plus the negative vibes i'm getting in our room and in my classmates.
when my college came, i broke up with him. telling him that he will make my studies worse plus he is younger than me. LOL. he agreed to that telling me to study hard and focus on studying only, not with other guys.

THE END.

the sad part of being far

i'm so sleepy and tired and bored but i don't want to sleep yet coz i'm waiting. waiting for nothing. for him to go online. i just left him a sad emoticon.

i know its hard to be in a relationship that is too far from you. far from your sight. far from your hands. far from your smell. i can't blame anyone but me for having this kind of relationship. in the first place, i know that i'm going away. i know that this will happen. but i still pursue it. i still had him to be my boyfriend.

nanggigigil ako

sinabi ko kay boyfriend na nagseselos ako.


boyfriend: kung cno mn pnag sselosan mo. ikw lng nman ang laman neto.
ako: kahit na. mainis talaga ako. naiinis ako ng sobra sobra. ano man gawin ko?
boyfriend: aq ang ggwa. anu ba dpat gwin q pra mabawasan yn pagselos mo?
ako: can you try not to be sweet to them?
boyfriend: basta i`ll try make layo2x na.



nanggigil lang talaga ako't di niya alam kung sinong nilalandi niya. tsss

first heartbreak*

there's this guy that i really like.

i don't know but i really like him.

he's forth year when i knew him. (i'm third year then)

he was standing right next to me during that afternoon and i was just still.

i'm on my third year then when i learned from a friend his full name and OMG!

they're teasing me again.

we oftentimes pass by their classroom during break time and i oftentimes watch their performance (CAT practice) near our flagpole.

he has an odd surname and that's what my friends tease me with.