i don't know but i really like him.
he's forth year when i knew him. (i'm third year then)
he was standing right next to me during that afternoon and i was just still.
i'm on my third year then when i learned from a friend his full name and OMG!
they're teasing me again.
we oftentimes pass by their classroom during break time and i oftentimes watch their performance (CAT practice) near our flagpole.
it was during one of the camp i have attended when i first heard him talk to me. (and definitely the last)
i thought my feelings for him ended when they have graduated.
i don't know what i like about him but he just stare like i want to be with him.
he's not cute especially on other's eyes but i don't care.
until i saw him in college.
i thought my feelings would not come back.
but then, everything came back and started with a tease.
Liza would always shout my name when she saw them (him together with his friends) coming or just near us.
i really feel shy when she does that.
but, if it's not because of her, i would not have Neil's phone number.
i actually didn't requested for it and i don't want to get it(at first).
here comes Liza, texting him, pretending herself as me so i don't have a choice but to text Neil that it as not me whom he was texting to.
he said he knows and i feel very shy.
if he knows my name, probably he knows that i have a crush on him too.
we texted till midnight and everyday i'm getting used to it.
nonsense topics usually made our conversation long.
days pass, i thought worst.
PLUS, i'm receiving weird texts from him but i tried ti ignore it.
i thought he was falling for me.
but it was wrong---dead wrong.
no texts.
no chats.
no conversations.
no communications.
Bad News.
he's dating somebody.
they look cute together.
i got a broken heart.
i should have not expected something.
i should have not put meanings on everything.
and i should have not love him, MORE.
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